I never thought i'd have to say this...

[teetee]

Sorry for your loss!

 

[Murdoughnut]

I went through the same thing in January (details in my in much need of an update blog below). The shock lasted a couple weeks for me, but then when I found out that the accident was pilot error (as opposed to a MX issue) I was ready to hop back in the saddle. But trust me, the shock will wear off and you will move on - so sorry for your loss, though.