I'm not trying to poke you in the eye, but that was spoken like a crusty old pilot with 15k hours and not too much recent experience with "new" pilots...I think the OP was referring to recovery time after the smoke has settled, not at the moment of failure...& with all due respect, I think the OP COULD BE contemplating a new hobby or career and is here to gather some other opinions and stories...
Nah, the OP got out of aviation as a career 3 years ago and hasn't looked back.
I guess to settle some things, I flew 2 days after the crash. I got back in the saddle as quick as I could. I don't mind flying, but I won't lie, I found myself sitting short of the runway the other afternoon contemplating whether or not "going up just to buzz around" was worth it and I am considering swapping my "hot rod" out for something more "sensible" but, there are more factors to that than just the unexpected landing. I have kids and a wife. They're like to fly with me too. 2 seats, 4 people, doesn't add up.
I'm not talking about inflight emergencies, alternator failures while VFR, lost comms, etc..
I'm talking about bending metal due to cessation of prop rotation. My event wasn't that severe, but it could have been. Simple engine failure during a touch and go. Did the bounce, brought the power up and started climbing out. Then I wasn't making power anymore. Straight ahead of me was the lighting system to the opposite runway, trees and a swamp. So, did what I could to stay 3 for 3 avoiding those objects. We both survived and the aircraft was repairable. It was my pops first flight since retirement from 121.. LOL
Anyway, more to the point of why I posted...
Before the crash, flying was a given. I'd never REALLY considered I could die. I love flying. In the past, I just went and commited aviation. Sure, issues may come up and I'd deal with them. Which is what I did.
After the crash, flying isn't a given. It's no longer a source of primary income, it's not an "essential" in my life. However, I am still doing it and still enjoy it and have no real plans of quitting, but I won't say I haven't thought "How different would my life be if I never flew again.." Then come the "you could die any day driving to work, but you still drive a car" thoughts..
I'm just a little gun shy. It'll be fine, I was just curious what others who had "stared death in the face and lived to tell the tale" had experienced as well..
