Sidious said,
"Would you do it all over again? You mentioned that you were "living the dream" before 9/11, are you living the dream now?"
Excellent question! Good thinking Sidious!
The answer is yes, and no. Remember that when I started this little adventure I was fresh out of college... out of a University Flight Program. So I was hard-wired and programmed for that airline career.
Like many of you, I moved up through what I perceived to be the proper progression towards the my goal (major airline pilot). CFI -> Single pilot night freight -> Commuters -> Majors
Ok. So what changed?
Well, a few things.
- 09/11 - Aside from being furloughed for half a decade, 09/11 also resulted in lower pay, worse work-rules, and a pathetic excuse for a retirement compared to what I signed on for in 1999.
- Merger - The major I worked for merged with another company while I was on furlough. As a result I was stapled to the bottom of a much larger seniority list. The net result would be much longer time on reserve, much longer upgrade, and worse seniority closer to retirement. (pre merger I would have been in the top 10 #s on the seniority list for about 6 years at retirement.)
- Family - Ok, so i'm not a recent college grad anymore. It's been almost 15 years since I graduated from college. Over that time I got married, bought a house, and had a baby. I can no longer bounce all over the country chasing "the dream". I need to find a place to settle.
And let's be honest. Once you have a family, the "dream" no longer includes commuting half way across the country, spending countless nights in crashpads sleeping on an air-mattress, and/or spending 4-day trips in hotels.
Once you get a little older you realize that "the dream" is working as little as possible, spending as much time as you can with your family, and as few nights as possible away from home.
So as of today, that is where I am. At my current job I spend 2 to 3 nights a month away from home on the average. Most days I am home by 17:30 and having dinner with my family by 18:00.
Do I miss big airplanes? Sure do. Do I still fantasize about flying heavy metal over the ocean. Of course. That's why I am on this message board paying homage at the alter-of-Doug like everyone else. I'm trying to live vicariously through him!
But was it worth it to go back? No. At least not right now with a toddler at home. Maybe once he is in High School and wants nothing to do with me anyway. But for now, this is a great job... I'm paid MORE than if I had gone back to the majors (albeit, the majors top-end pay is higher). I have a terrific schedule, MORE vacation, BETTER health-care, and a BETTER retirement.
If I had gone back it would have been because of a horrible case of shiny-jet syndrome. That's not a good reason.
So would I do it all again? Gosh I dont know. It was great experience. I enjoyed the flying and wish I could do it again. But if I knew then what I know now, I would have made different choices. My life probably wouldn't even look the same as it does today.
My advice to you is to trust your instincts. Take your ride and work through each challenge as it happens. Think of it this way. You can't POSSIBLY screw up your career as badly as I have... and i'm doing ok!
So you'll be fine too. Have fun!