I agree. I'm sitting at 250 and I am seriously not sure if I can be a commercial pilot of any kind. I've been up with 3 different people(because I'm so uncertain as to how well prepared I am) who just go: Dude what the hell we're wasting time you're gonna be fine you've done everything within PTS and more
But I don't think I have the experience and knowledge to be a commercial pilot. I know I have enough to pass the commercial checkride, but to me that's not enough. I am going to go in tomorrow and do what I do, but I am still learning with every flight. Does that ever go away?
edit: Not that I doubt my skills, I just know that there is much that I don't know, and I have to learn that and I feel like getting a comm before I learn all that I can is somewhat cheating, but at the same time what am I supposed to do, put it off until I'm 60?