I can see how it appears this way, but that's inaccurate. I'd be just as interested in this accident if no one had died.
Cameras have become ubiquitous in our society. Everything is filmed, from ICE enforcement actions to aviation accidents. On a personal level, this is one of the more horrific accidents I've seen. It's horrifying and gut-wrenching, and my heart goes out to the families of those who lost their lives. Seeing the faces of the pilots posted on here and knowing what they must have felt in their last moments is something I try not to think about. I'd be happier had this accident never happened.
On a cerebral level, aviation accidents are fascinating. Not just the accidents, but more so the scientific, methodical investigative process that puts all the pieces together to determine the cause(s). Seeing how this Swiss cheese holes line up, knowing if just one element was present, the accident wouldn't have happened. I could spend hours reading NTSB accident reports. I don't know if the Swiss cheese model applies here. As someone else put it, it may be a pilot's Konayashi Maru. If I were younger, I'd probably try to make a career out of aviation accident investigation.
I'm busy, so I often read topics here and there but seldom post. Aviation accidents get attention. It unfortunately happens that a lot of people die in aviation accidents. That's a terrible way to die.
Yet I'm probably more comfortable with death than most people. I used to be an impatient hospice nurse, and it's the most meaningful nursing I've done. I've been with many people when they died. I'm not drawing an analogy between a peaceful hospice death and an aviation accident death. There's no comparison. Merely, death is a subject that doesn't make me uncomfortable in the way it makes most people. So I can see how it might appear I'm interested in aviation deaths, but it's more nuanced than that.