It's not that deep for everyone. Some of us tried to do things the normal way, but it was a disaster, so we need to take what makes us unsuccessful in a professional environment and use it to get ahead. I'm trying to become an aviation influencer now (like the Happy Gilmore kind), but before that, I tried to be an air traffic controller, an airline manager, get into airport ops, go to college, etc. Had my work in those fields (as in the team I put together in SMF not only saved the contract but is still in place today, for example) excused my loud and ostentatious personality or a global pandemic not occurred, music and comedy is as deep as I was going to dive into that world. Now, I see it as a means to an end.
All I'm saying is not everyone in that world just wanted to "get rich quick" in lieu of working, some of them I'm sure were cast aside just like I was but were lucky enough to be entertaining, or at least attractive. We don't all just have an "off switch", some of us are just "us" all the time. Extroverted high-energy people are people too, but we don't fit in everywhere. Maybe most places. Lol. But you know where we do fit in? Social media. By the grace of Allah.
