I’m old. I’m also a curmudgeon. I’ve updated my apps for United about 4 times since I’ve been hired here. Every time something bad happens: OG Covid, Delta, Omicron, War in Ukraine. Then I don’t follow through. I know I should but I’m old. I’m tired. I’m deeply cynical and bitter about aviation. Most people who suffered through the lost decade are too. They just aren’t honest about it.
Cynically I think I’d make a move and wind up in a worse spot than last time. Furloughed after the Great Garbage Avalanche of 2505. 4 years + of seniority is hard to give up on. I was 125 numbers away from upgrade last time. Maybe I’ll get it on this latest bid. Maybe we will get a good contract. Maybe I’ll find a parking spot in short term parking and the FAs and the captain will be nice again. You get sucked into the comfort of the devil you know. I’m not afraid to admit it. I’m old and I’m tired.
Lastly I just can’t bring myself to walk into some stupid office or hotel ballroom, with my stupid red tie on and gag on someone’s johnson about how much I love XYZ airlines. I’m old. I’ve seen it all. All airlines suck. All charter companies suck. Private flight departments suck. They change like the tides. The United I get hired at might be amazing one day and a complete nightmare after the Great Garbage Avalanche of 2505. I probably couldn’t even say I hope this is the last place I interview with a straight face to some HR lady or an indifferent captain with a poor fitting suit. Deep in my soul I know it all sucks.
I like ‘Laski because: the captains are overall not bad to work for. The legs can be short if you’re willing to fight the elements in SE. I could give zero Fs about flying any particular airframe or going overseas. I got to hand fly a 737 from PSG to WRG. No autopilot or auto throttles. Mixed bag on WX. 9 minute leg. The captain asked that I flew the next leg because I did a good job. My landings are the safest they have ever been. I’ve done multiple missed approaches for windshear and bad turbulence just this winter. I went a whole career without doing that before Laski. I like challenging myself and getting good at things and SE keeps me happy. It’s all better than 91/135.
I’ve also carved out a relatively nice life for myself here in the PNW. I recreate how I want. People leave me alone. Ill never have a boat or an airplane but I’ve got my trusty old car lots of cool bikes and guns. I guess I’m a simple guy.
I probably should leave the sooner the better. But I’m old and tired. Like one captain said to me over and over when I first started flying: “life is hard and then you die.”
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