Burrito
You ARE Freaking out. Man.
Actually, many of us here did try to help you. If you look in your posting history a lot of people - myself included - gave you honest, solid advice to your early posts, which you then proceeded to ignore. Instead of spending time complaining about people who post on this board, I'd put your energy towards getting your license (seriously, how long have you been posting here now?) because otherwise, you'll never really know what the job is like.
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I CAN DO THS ALL DAY