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I think I have ADHD.lol
http://www.strattera.com/pdf/C5126_AdultBro.pdf
[/ QUOTE ]even if you do.. whatcha gonna do about it punk?
take drugs? drugs won't help... you need to own up and move up and away from all that - on your own.. change your diet.. get up and excercise...make a move to get things done etc etc....
and with the parents "not letting" you go to the airport - sorry dude, i think that's a big copout and you can fix that easy by finding a way to get there, on your own volition, and telling them that you want to go hang out at hte airport for so and so reasons... if you stick to your guns with them and show them your independent and this is REALLY what you want to do... they should be ok with that. Just don't go above them and go beyond the rules cuz that's how you get in trouble with parents. have you talked to them about becoming a pilot and if so, have they told you they don't want you to be a pilot and what their reasons are? if so, you need to come up with the answers for them and dispell their fears!! if you really want to be a pilot, you gotta go out there and get it!
just to give an example.. i have a cousin who wanted to be a commercial pilot and used to talk to doug and myself fairly often about it - but he admitted to us that his dad & mom didn't want him to be a pilot because of the reasons stated below... so they would essentially not let doug or I talk to him (they still don't, I have to go thru his mom for his christmas items, he's 25 now) - his parents always want doug or myself to go thru them to "talk" to my cousin and relay messages (if that makes any sense?)... well, my cousin did decide to go to college for an aviation degree and got his ppl but with the insistance of "you don't wanna be a pilot" by the parents, he dropped out of there and joined the local airline mechanics school (granted, now he could live at home again)... so i think (not too sure) his parents told him "ok, you got your ppl, your done, you don't need to go any further, just be a recreational pilot"... he still wanted to be a pilot, but somehow, they were able to talk him away from being a pilot to being an airline mechanic....
now, i have nothing against airline mechanics, but when you have a career you really want to do and then your kinda sorta pushed into doing someting you don't want to do... it's not really what you want to do is it? so right now, he's an airline mechanic who still wants to be a commercial pilot! maybe someday he'll own up and do what he'd be happy doing instead of pleasing the parents so much...
their reasons for not wanting him to be a pilot:
1) he'd be gone all the time
2) it's not the way to have a christian marriage
3) it's dangerous
4) it provides too much opportunity for infidelity (totally not true mind you! all jobs are like that)
I still send him pilot items for christmas... a couple years ago, i sent him a 777 cockpit poster and last year, i sent him an illuminated map light and some navigatonal maps for the section of cali that he would fly in....right now, I highly doubt he flies or even uses them...