gurisudenko
New Member
I would appreciate some positive words.
I'm at Saint Cloud State University, majoring in Aviation Management (Airline Focus) and minoring in Professional Flight.
There are a great many students here who can just walk down to the bank and take out a loan for $10,000, or have parents who pay for their flight lessons, or have parents who pay for their education. And good for them, there's not really anything wrong with that...If I were a capable parent (scary thought), I would probably be interested in furthering my child's education.
But here's little ol' me, supporting myself, putting myself through college, AND paying for my flight training. My training goes a bit slower than that of my peers because I don't have streams of money flying in at me from my parents. I have nothing from my parents, and I don't expect to - we had it real tough when I was growing up and I would rather they try to build some assets if they can...
The University limits me to 20 hours of workstudy per week. That means I make about $150 a week yet STILL SOMEHOW fly sometimes. But I don't do it fast enough in the eyes of my peers.
I'm told,
"If you continue on this path, you'll never be a professional pilot",
"Why don't you have your PPL yet? It's been almost a year. Well that's too bad, I'm doing my checkride tomorrow. You really need to focus more"
As if I can help it...?! In the eyes of my peers it's an intellectual downfall on my part and an inability to fly aircraft. It makes me very very sad sometimes. People have done a good job at making me feel incompetent, scared, and hopeless at times with regard to meeting my flight training goals. And I know it shouldn't be that way...I start to feel better sometimes but then someone else walks up to me and says something about how I need to focus or I'm not going fast enough....

I'm at Saint Cloud State University, majoring in Aviation Management (Airline Focus) and minoring in Professional Flight.
There are a great many students here who can just walk down to the bank and take out a loan for $10,000, or have parents who pay for their flight lessons, or have parents who pay for their education. And good for them, there's not really anything wrong with that...If I were a capable parent (scary thought), I would probably be interested in furthering my child's education.
But here's little ol' me, supporting myself, putting myself through college, AND paying for my flight training. My training goes a bit slower than that of my peers because I don't have streams of money flying in at me from my parents. I have nothing from my parents, and I don't expect to - we had it real tough when I was growing up and I would rather they try to build some assets if they can...
The University limits me to 20 hours of workstudy per week. That means I make about $150 a week yet STILL SOMEHOW fly sometimes. But I don't do it fast enough in the eyes of my peers.
I'm told,
"If you continue on this path, you'll never be a professional pilot",
"Why don't you have your PPL yet? It's been almost a year. Well that's too bad, I'm doing my checkride tomorrow. You really need to focus more"
As if I can help it...?! In the eyes of my peers it's an intellectual downfall on my part and an inability to fly aircraft. It makes me very very sad sometimes. People have done a good job at making me feel incompetent, scared, and hopeless at times with regard to meeting my flight training goals. And I know it shouldn't be that way...I start to feel better sometimes but then someone else walks up to me and says something about how I need to focus or I'm not going fast enough....
