Also, was I angry when I was on reserve only to get furloughed? Yes, and you would be too. If you don't think you would be, then you're not paying attention. When you work for a dream for so long, only to get kicked around and then have it taken away, you get angry. If you've been there, you understand. If you haven't, you're blowing hot air. Ask snickersnwa about some of the conversations we had leading up to the furlough.
Ha!
Very true. And, even since then we've had some interesting conversations. Here's what I'm thinking:
From talking with ya, I get the gut feeling that you already know what you want to do - You're just looking for a little support into the idea of going through with it. You're not alone; that's me too.
If I were you, I wouldn't at all consider myself a "hack" or a "quitter" if I went back to flying. When you got furloughed you made the best decision possible in a situation where you "had no choice" about your job. And, I believe you've done a pretty damn stand-up job with it.
Be proud of that.
I know many people (as I'm sure you do too) that didn't work as hard after being furloughed; We busted our buts and have been pretty damn productive with our furloughs. You know just as well as I... at times it's been frustrating as hell to get to this point. But, now we have a *choice* in the matter where we didn't before. Either way, choices are a good thing
What would I do in *your* shoes? You can always go back to school... but you might not ever have the chance to go back to flying. (At least not having to go back to first year pay). So, I'd either bypass until finishing school, or try to finish up school while flying. If you bypass, I wouldn't be suprised to see Express work its way back up the list before you'd finish school anyway. What would you do then?
Would the second option suck? Sure. But, you're not a *hack* and I believe that you'd still be able to get 'er done while on reserve
If you're spending a lot of time thinking about recall, I think you may have already made up your mind one way or another. See if Em's on board with the idea...
The cube life isn't all it's cracked up to be, and slaving away 40+ hours a week in a cube has it's own share of sacrifices with it.
Ps. If we
do make it back to flying... I believe I owe you a crap ton of Banjos! Would it be suspicious if we both had to call in sick because we gorged ourselves on the potroast sandwich!?
