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Bog why did you become a pilot if you didn't want to be one?
What would you rather do?
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Well, I was tired of shuffling various jobs around the PHX airport. Nothing seemed to be leading anywhere. One morning, watching my guys load a 727 and a DC-8, I thought "Gee, I'll never get to fly either of those if I keep standing here watching guys load cargo." Must have hit my head that morning or something. So, I started the search for a flight school, found ATP, did the program, yada yada, here I am a CRJ CA at MAG.
I stayed away from the job for the same reasons I dislike it now: gone from family and friends too much, pay doesn't jive with the sacrifice of what we do, move too much, sitting in hotels gets boring, etc, etc. Is it fun to fly planes? Heck yeah. But, my distate for the industry is worse now with the massive increase in Airline Academies, aka ATMs for Airlines. I sometimes wonder if I was as starry-eyed as some just before getting into this job. Lucky me had quite a few friends in the industry to warn me of reality, but it's really something you have to experience to fully understand.
What would I rather do? Win the lottery. Since that won't happen, I'd love to teach or have my own aquarium shop. But, neither will allow me to support my non-existant (as of yet) family to a level I'd like. So, I'll stick with flying for now, hoping that a jump to cargo or fractional will improve my outlook on things. All I know today is that the passenger airline industry is WAY out of whack, it's not the fault of the crews, rampers, or mechanics, but we're the ones paying for it.
Hope that answers your question. If not, ask again. I don't mind.