$80k Key loan
$18k Sallie Mae college loan
$118k mortgage
$3k private loan (new furnaces)
only thing I would take into BK would be the $80k Key loan. The others would not be brought into the BK (if I do it). Discharge of the Key loan is the only thing in question. I have no credit cards. had one and used it for my CFI training and then paid it off. Then I canceled it.
as for my flying days being over...well, I've come to my senses. This was a fun ride but I'm done sacrificing and mortgaging my future on a dream. In my eyes the career is a gamble and the odds aren't great. I've spent the last 7 years getting here. two years as CRJ FO, the rest bumming around as a CFI and charter FO and never made over $15k until this year($29k). Got furloughed, and IF I get a call-back I don't see the progression to CA and on up the ladder happening for many many years. If that all worked out I'd move onto the bottom of someone elses seniorty list and the anxiety starts over again. When will the other shoe fall kind of thing. Thats all part of the game though. What ya gonna do? I just want a normal life with my wife and future kids (hopefully soon!). So its off to school for nursing starting tomorrow. It was a great ride, but for what I want in my life it doesn't fit. Was it all a big mistake? Nah. Was it a big mistake to take out such a huge loan? Hell yes. I was a stupid kid. My irresponsibilty in taking out that loan was only matched by Key's irresponsibilty in giving it to me, and that was only matched by the academy's (Panam) irresponsibilty in their propaganda toward starry eyed kids.