Most of you that have followed my posts, you know that I rarely get into arguements on here, and I always have a great respect for everyone on the boards, and more importantly, those that have more experience then I do. This might be a bit long, but bear with me because its something I really need to get off my chest.
One thing that really irritates me to death - is the broad statement "low time" or "low timers" and "low timers shouldn't be in the cockpit of a 121 aircraft".
I never argue or hold my ground about low timers, but I have stated a few times how I feel. The reason why the "low timer" statement bothers me, is because I am low time. Before I started my IOE here, I had 465TT and 310 multi. The reason it bothers me so much though, is that sometimes it makes
me feel like I don't belong where I am right now. And to be truthfully honest, I have worked my a$$ off to get here.
I struggled after high school after loosing a best friend and the one person I shared an aviation passion with - my grandfather. I spent 2 years turning wrenches on cars before I decided to change my life and get back to pursuing my dream of becoming an airline pilot. I joined the military on a whim, didn't even think twice. Signed the papers in 10 minutes. I spent 4 years in the military - growing, maturing, taking responsibility, being a good follower, being a leader, being part of a team, being an instructor, an authority figure etc. and the list goes on. I earned an achievement medal for performance on a rescue mission, I earned a Good Conduct medal and at least 3 page 7's every mark period. I had one of the sharpest uniforms for an engineer, and I held my subordinates to the same standard.
I went into the military to grow up. To learn. To get on a path that would make me the best pilot I could be.
After the military I went to ATP. Why? Because I was ready to fly and fly my tail off everyday all year. I was finally *ready* to move on with my passion. I did my time, I served my country, I grew up and matured. Now I wanted to do something for me. I studied harder then anyone. I read every aviation book I could find. I passed almost every written with a 90% and above. I didn't fail a checkride, I had a 98% pass rate as an instructor.
For me, my journey started in 2001, when I joined the Coast Guard. Even though I wasn't a pilot, the experience I was gaining, the rate at which I was maturing, was a perfect match, in my opinion, for this career.
I scored an 88% on my indoc test and a 99% on my Beech systems test. I studied until 2am every night. I took countless pages of notes. I hand drew systems diagrams until I had them memorized. I had 3 books of index cards. And this was just for a Beech 1900. I passed my sim check with not a single train to proficiency. I was hanging on the tail my first day of IOE, sure. Everyone has too when you transition to a faster aircraft. But today, I actually felt like a valuable member of the cockpit. My radio calls were fast, sharp and professional and my landings improved greatly. My Captain and I were on the same page and things are coming along great. I still have some things to work on tomorrow, but thats the point - I work.
I'm not a super pilot - I'm not a super being - and I'm not a genius. But the one thing I am - is passionate about flying. I love it. My grandfather loved it, he passed that on to me and ever since that day in 2001 that I signed those papers, I made a pact to work as hard as I can possibly work to accomplish my dream.
I know there are cocky 200hr pilots out there, 20 yrs old and think they have the world by the nads. I know. I instructed a few of them, I've met a few of them. You just have to laugh. Someday, they will grow up and see the big picture.
To me, when I hear people say things like "low time guys shouldn't be there", "low time guys are dangerous" etc., it really makes me think I shouldn't be where I am. But then I turn the computer off, hop in that airplane and realize how hard I've worked and the path I've taken to get there - and then I get down to business. I know for a fact that when I hit 1000hrs, sure I'll be a much better pilot, I'll have more experience. I'm not niave to the fact that at my flight times, yeah I may lack experience that others don't. But I also have experience in area's that others don't.
If you've read this far - thanks. End rant.
