You know, to be real honest I wanted to be a pilot since I was a kid.
I planned on going to the Navy when I was in high school, but I didn't have the eyesight to get into the Naval aviation program.
I went to ERAU, got a little disenfranchised with aviation because of the uber dismal job market in the late 80's/early 90's and looked at state schools to take a different degree program. My mom urged me to finish what I started and I stayed in the program.
I got out of college and got a job flying Beech king airs which didn't last very long. I still wanted to be a pilot, but the dot.com boom just hit and all of my non-flying computer science croanies were buying airplanes, houses and MBZ's.
I figured if I was going to do the aviation thing, I'd better hit it hard and "make my own success" until I could land a job to feed myself.
I finally landed a full time CFI job and make some tremendous network contacts and it's been a "rocket ship" until about 9/11/01.
I'd like to say that I never lost the drive to be a pilot, but there were times along the route that I was extremely close to giving the entire thing up because of the industry downturn and getting burned with "get a job quick" schemes.
Primarily the reason I started this website. Straight answers and no overzealous salesman spin.