You were also a few years older than this cat when you jumped into a 207 for the first time - I don't think I'd be telling a 24 or 25 year old the same thing, especially if they had bills to pay and responsibilities, etc. At 19 though, it's different. Get those adventures, have some fun, really truly learn how to fly, have legitimate adventures.
Also, good god I know who you worked for up here - I know I have the reputation of trying to work for the worst jobs in aviation (shoutout to my man
@z987k ) - but damn, you basically started at the crummiest places in the industry. I'd be burnt out too if I had to do what you did. Still - strapping on a 207 at 19 and blasting off to parts unknown was a really good experience for me that I recommend for everyone who can do it.