Ok, let's see if we can handle all of this.
First of all, thanks for the input everybody. I really appreciate some of the insight here. As I said, the people here have made my career, and have been hugely influential on my life.
When I was at Amflight, I realized really quickly that I was going to have the minimums to get to a mainline carrier in short order. I also realized that after seeing the abuse that the line pilots took, combined with having just started dating a girl in Salt Lake City that I needed to leave LA, leave Amflight and move to a regional. I talked with folks here, and they all said ExpressJet. Sounded good, Bob and Alchemy took care of it, and the next thing I knew I was in Houston in training.
But as the best laid plans often go, I managed to get hired just as the economy was starting to unravel. Hiring stopped, I never got off reserve, I got furloughed. Blah blah blah, a few of us here have been through the exact same thing.
One of you guys, and I'll let you remain anonymous until you pop in here, said to me the other day that he really likes flying airplanes, but flying airliners is incredibly unfulfilling. I tend to agree with him, but at the same time, you're still flying airplanes.
But there's a problem. All people see is ASCII text, and all people understand on the internet seem to be binary answers. Yes/no. Go/Don't go. Do it/don't do it. Good/bad. Life is, as we all know, is MUCH more nuanced than this. Life is never as simple as "do this, do that," and neither is this decision.
Quite frankly, what gets lost in the ether here is that most of us, myself included, love flying airplanes. Now you wouldn't know this unless you go to a meet and greet. If you do, you'll see a bunch of us telling lies about flights we've done, planes we've flown, etc. etc. Truth be told, flying airplanes for a living WAS my dream, and I attained it. I started flying when I was 16, and in a decade managed to move from flying Cessna 152's in Bay City, MI to flying regional jets at .78 and three seven oh. Moving from that level to where I finally ended up was truly fulfilling my aviation dreams.
But dreams, as they often do in life, change. They meander from place to place. Now my dreams? They're focused squarely on my wife. Now the young guys here won't understand this (I sure didn't), but I really like spending time with her, and the hours I work now allow for that.
At the same time, I've got an itch to go fly airplanes again. I've flown 1.4 hours during a BFR in the last 16 months, and as some of you know that's really frustrating to deal with. So the easy out is to just head back to the airline, scratch that itch with an EMB-145 and then move onto the next thing.
It's the most affordable option, because it pays, but at the same time it's also the most talismanic option.
So what do I have in front of me? A few cut points, and as Bob said, I've made some pretty radical changes in my life when I NEVER thought I would take X, Y or Z route. I could leave at the end of my first year, or I could hopefully bypass until graduation and then go back, or I could resign and go back some other time. All of these options have their own difficulties.
So with that, first, there is no online law school; the ABA won't certify it, and for good reason as far as I'm concerned. This is something you need to be in class to do. Next, there IS part time law school, and I have a full 5 years to finish my program. The problem with that is that I'd never be able to to bid a schedule that would assure me that I'd have the same days off every single week for months at a time, even if I bypassed until the last recall opportunity.
Also, yes we could pay off the debt from school. It's only in the neighborhood of $30,000, which we could pay off in a year if we wanted to. A pain in the butt? Sure, but it's not impossible.
Next, lawyers don't make nearly as much money as people think they do (kinda like pilots). I'm expecting to pop out of law school making $30,000 a year working at legal aid. I actually ran the numbers for an assignment the other day, and if I retired from ExpressJet, I'll do much better (financially) than I would as an attorney. The training costs are actually a VERY small part of the issue, yearly pay is the real problem. I'd be shorting myself by around $1.5 million over the course of my career by not retiring from ExpressJet. While the starting pay is low at the regionals, the end of career payout is much higher than most careers I've considered. So while I'd love to "just buy a Baron," it's not going to happen.
Next the issue of commuting; there isn't one. I can drive 2.5 hours to one base, and 4-5 to another. I actually went to Express BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT A CROSS COUNTRY COMMUTE! Too bad we ended up in the DCI shuffle and closed down the west coast bases before I could bid into them. Such is life, but now I've got two bases in driving distance, and one an easy flight away.
Also, was I angry when I was on reserve only to get furloughed? Yes, and you would be too. If you don't think you would be, then you're not paying attention. When you work for a dream for so long, only to get kicked around and then have it taken away, you get angry. If you've been there, you understand. If you haven't, you're blowing hot air. Ask snickersnwa about some of the conversations we had leading up to the furlough.
It is also with that that I'll try to respond to a few individuals here.
Charlie,
Don't let yourself be all balls and no brains.
Incredibly good point, which is why I'm thinking things through instead of simply acting. You know me, and I don't do anything rashly and without thought.
deadstick,
Finish the JD, ask for an Extended LOA if necessary, and then return. You can do both on reserve!
I've considered this also; bypass as long as possible, then take an educational LOA until I finish school and pass the bar. Mostly this would be an option if I can't find a job as an attorney I think, but doing trusts and estates while on the road would be cake, and provide two sources of income.
Waco,
You have also made a point of saying that you goal is to devote your life to the poor using your law degree as the tool - how does this goal of helping the poor jibe with being a regional FO?
That was the first issue I dealt with, and I have some ideas. I'll discuss them via PM with you at some point.
Lloyd, you've changed bro, come back one of these days the way you used to be. You're "mockery" of the haters is worse than being a hater yourself. You're trying to stir the pot while looking like you've got your hands off the ladle.
MikeD, always knew I could count on your analysis
Kristie,
i would hate to see you continue to flip flop your way through careers the rest of your life...if you can do both, then take the recall...if you can't...then you need to decide which path you want to STAY on and stay on it to completion.
This hasn't eluded me, and I've considered it. I'm only 27, and not at the point in my life where I NEED to do A, B or C; but that point IS approaching.
Loadmaster,
I'm not voting because this is a decision only Johnny Train can make. You did say "Dream" in your poll though. Is it your dream? Is the grass slightly greener now that you have left? We always remember the fond parts and tend to forget the more negative stuff. How much are you giving up on the Lawyer thing as far as money and time?
You just nailed part of it. I'm not always remembering the bad, but I'm trying to conjure it back up.
PGT,
I think it's funny that for the most part, the younger guys voted YES while the older guys voted NO
I noticed this also
mxflyer,
You know my vote. I love flying, but I'd like to have the opportunity to open more doors in other fields. I think of that every time I put on my uniform and see my son tear up and ask, "daddy, you leaving again." I'd say finish the JD then go back. Either way, good for you. You got your life going in a new direction rather than moping around waiting to be recalled. Tough decision? definately.
This is an excellent point. You know the best piece of advice I ever heard on furloughs was from a Delta crew when I was jumpseating to work. The furlough was coming in a few weeks, and the captain turned around, looked me straight in the eye and said, "Son, listen, I know you like airplanes. We all like airplanes; but you take this furlough and you walk away as if you're never going to get another job flying airplanes ever again. If you get recalled, that's great and you've got some choices to make, but you set your life up now without the airlines, because that job might be gone forever." This is exactly what I've done.
pilotmg1501,
Despite all of the that surrounds this industry, this is a dream, a calling...you can't give up on it....you told me once that "you have to get hungry"...and John, I'm turning the tables.....YOU HAVE TO GET HUNGRY!!!...take the recall, it's your dream to fly, don't give up...[/quote[
This is actually an excellent point; I'm trying to figure what I'm hungry FOR.
Cav, it's people like you that, quite frankly, make it hard to leave the airlines. The people you work with are some of the best in the world.
Ian,
My wife is an L1 too and here is my take:
Firstly I think this should have been thought about before you 'moved on'. I know when my wife went to law school, I was adament that she be certain in her career choice before enrolling. Law school is tolling, financially and in many other aspects of your life. You are likely in $25,000 debt and on your way to $150,000 quite fast. Unless you got a full ride I do not think it is feasible to complete law school and go back to flying.
But what I would say is the most important aspect is how will you did in your first semester. If you were top 10% from what I have seen you can guide your career and internships with ease and really do what you want. The further you are from that top 10% the more the career guides you.
You've actually just outlined something I hate about law school, and it's the hubris that comes with the people that attend it. People will say, "If you don't go to a top 14 law school, and then don't graduate in the top 10% of your class, you're doomed to failure, suck at life, and should probably just not go in the first place."
It's not true, simply and flatly, though people at the top law schools would love for it to be true.
Being in the top 10% of your class means less and less if you can, and say it with me, network properly. If you can't, you're hosed. If you can, you'll find a job.
Further, you of all people should know that life changes, and more importantly, life changes you. You were going to be a pilot for BA, right? What are you doing now?
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Again, thanks for all the input everybody. Are you guys making the decision for me? No, that much is obvious. Is it much more nuanced than people want to believe it is? Yup. Is it a much more complex decision than most people want to believe it is? Yup.
Am I going to have an answer to this today? Nope, but I'll be mulling over what you guys have said for a while.
Thanks again, I do value the input of everybody here a lot.