I am just probably ranting, but I thought I would write it here anyways.
Today the winds in south Nevada were pretty strong. I was able to get my first load of skydivers up with out too much of a hitch. Load number 2, I am on my take off roll, pretty gnarly cross wind, I have both left aileron and rudder in this thing and I am still drifting right so I killed it, exited and told my skydivers I was going to give it another go, they weren't keen on it, so we called it a day, because they have to land in this crap with parachutes....Fast forward
The boss man is getting on my case because I aborted my take off. I told him the conditions, and he wasn't having it. He gave me a lecture on how we need the revenue etc...I told him, at that point screw the revenue, my decision was based on safety concerns. Better to scream about a few bucks then have an incident or accident...
This is not the only time I recieved a truck load of crap for making a decision like this. I do not need to start second guessing my self.
Is this the crap you deal with while you are building flight time?
One of our jump masters told me I am getting schooled on cross wind take offs and landings tomorrow. I'd better bite my tounge or else...