Yesterday I had such a bad flying experience I'm rethinking my whole idea of becoming a CFI. I needed to get a couple more hours dual in the complex for insurance in order to solo and the weather has been bad locally, so we decided to go shoot a couple of approaches in actual. (700 and 3)
I'm a recent IFR pilot with little experience in actual, I'm not trained on the Garmin 430, and I haven't done any hood work in the 172RG. That alone was enough to have me a full step behind the airplane, but I was managing. However, just to make things more miserable, ATC sent me back to the VOR to hold, just as I was ready to do the PT outbound. At that point, I pretty much lost it, and just barely kept the plane upright while fumbling around trying to figure out what the heck to do first. Throughout the ordeal I busted every parameter and sounded like a complete moron-idiot-retard on the radio.
Really not the kind of confidence sapping experience I needed while trying to prep for a commercial check ride in a week. I did finally manage to get into the hold, back to the feeder, and flew the approach with no more than a 2 dot deflection and broke out nearly on centerline. Not pretty. The ILS back home was marginally better, but by this point my CFI realized I couldn't handle the plane and the knob twiddling on the unfamiliar radios so he plugged in the approach for me and there were some holes so keeping the plane upright was easier.
Now I'm wondering if I can get back on the horse, focus on the the commercial check ride and then start working to build my IFR skills to where they need to be without killing myself.
I'm a recent IFR pilot with little experience in actual, I'm not trained on the Garmin 430, and I haven't done any hood work in the 172RG. That alone was enough to have me a full step behind the airplane, but I was managing. However, just to make things more miserable, ATC sent me back to the VOR to hold, just as I was ready to do the PT outbound. At that point, I pretty much lost it, and just barely kept the plane upright while fumbling around trying to figure out what the heck to do first. Throughout the ordeal I busted every parameter and sounded like a complete moron-idiot-retard on the radio.

Really not the kind of confidence sapping experience I needed while trying to prep for a commercial check ride in a week. I did finally manage to get into the hold, back to the feeder, and flew the approach with no more than a 2 dot deflection and broke out nearly on centerline. Not pretty. The ILS back home was marginally better, but by this point my CFI realized I couldn't handle the plane and the knob twiddling on the unfamiliar radios so he plugged in the approach for me and there were some holes so keeping the plane upright was easier.
Now I'm wondering if I can get back on the horse, focus on the the commercial check ride and then start working to build my IFR skills to where they need to be without killing myself.